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Rhapsody Of The Mind

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Inner Demons

*The determination of the beats is unmistakable today. I am being told to ride on it's crest and reach the heights I was always meant to*

I can not understand why I, why we fear our fate. We fear the word, we fear the concept. We seek shelter in an uncertainty of our time, no matter how unpleasant. Why is it so hard to let the future withdraw it's own purdah*?

I tend to think it's due to an insecurity in ourselves. The doubts that linger in the caves of our minds - that flutter around like moths; that are so peaceful when hidden in shadow yet so chaotic when brought to light - they cause us to fear our futures, our fates. They thrive in shrouding you in a teary surf and enjoy the sight of your mumbling, bumbling, stumbling inner prepubescent taking over.

And we should fight to regain our composure amidst this darkness, and fight to stand up tall once again.

And to know ourselves till rebirth.


*purdah: veil

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  • yess its true that the insecurities n uncertainities give birth to fears and they inreturn to hostility n aggression.

    but im sorry i dont get this one:
    "We seek shelter in an uncertainty of our time, no matter how unpleasant. "
    can u elaborate that?

    By Blogger flick, at 4:07 PM  

  • thinking 'anything can happen' seems to be comforting to us, as if we find our hope there. i'd rather find my hope in my belief, my faith that that which has been written shall be for my best

    By Blogger Waqas, at 12:12 PM  

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