Open My Eyes

*I beg to dream and differ*

I beg to believe in myself and let myself feel. And differ. From myself, when i think. From the others who think they can guide me, show me their way. From the ways of the world and the people of the crowd.

I beg to submit today, and put myself in Your hands once again. I beg to differ and differentiate from where I have gone wrong. I need Your guidance once again, I am near the lost.

I felt the whole gamut of emotion today, and such rollercoaster rides are simultaneously exhilirating and terrifying. I have felt alone in the midst of the crowd, and that is the worst loneliness to suffer.

I shall survive. The mercury rises.

Be strong, I tell myself for it is another test, another challenge, another obstacle to overcome in grand manner. I shall pick myself up again, with the same rigor and determination I have come to acquaint myself with and I'm glad to know you'll be here to experience my reawakening. I offer you a front-row seat to me.

I shall fight, I shall stand, I shall survive.